Wednesday, December 31, 2014

Hooker Birthday/Nun Lifestyle 4 Retrospective

So, we're finally through with another year, and I'm finally through with the Hooker Birthday pages.  It was a good year for me, and hopefully, next year will be even better.

I was thinking today, about GG, feminism, and my games.  I'm really pushing it with this game, I think, and with my writing.  Nobody's come out and said anything yet, but I do worry about it.  The fact that my game, and my writings, are so tied up in feminism is a bit worrying to me.  It seems like there's this cabal of people who can't handle anyone making things that they don't like.  Even if you support them 75%, if you don't go 100%, to them, you're the enemy, and some of their ideas are a little extreme.
Their main tactic is doxxing, and really, I don't think anyone wants that to happen to them.  The old name for my game is 'Feminist Crime Squad', which I've changed to 'Let's Rape Little Boys : Taisen', just to be in line with the game that it came out of, 'Let's Rape Little Boys : Gaiden'.  There kind of is a second reason, though.  I'm actually a little scared of the SJW crowd.  For a bunch of hipsters living on the internet, they can do a surprising amount of damage, and I'm in a somewhat vulnerable position just because of where I am and what my situation is.  I'm not taking any money for this, and I never will, but for a lot of people, any criticism of the 'Party Line' is grounds for life ruining of the worst sort.
The really insane part of this is that they don't really even care about the people being doxxed, that much.  Does anyone even remember ViolentAcrez, the dude who moderated all sorts of 'messed up' subreddits?  He was one of the first people to get doxxed by SJW's, and he ended up losing his job, his life insurance, his pension, all sorts of shit.  He has a very sick wife, as well, and she suffered from all of that.  But does anyone even remember him?  Does anyone care about how he's doing now?  Doxxing for these people is a one-time thing.  It's a 10 second fist pump and congratulatory post, and then they forget about it entirely, and move onto the next thing.  But for the person who just had their life ruined, it can be, well, life ruining.  They have to pick up the pieces, and there's often nobody to help them out.
I'm not really sure what I'd do if I got doxxed over something like this.  I guess I have my skills from the military to fall back on, but becoming a 3rd rate mercenary, while easy, and relatively safe, considering what my skillset is, isn't exactly the path I want to take.  It would push me deeper into the 3rd world, which is probably where I was headed anyway, but still, it's never good to be pushed into things, and when I came to North Vegas, I decided that I wasn't going to be doing that stuff anymore.  The hours suck, the job is boring as hell most of the time, and the co-workers are often, but not always, huge pricks.  They give you a handgun, and you never use it, but you have to clean it every other day, anyway.  Then, at the end, they want to pay you in huge stacks of their worthless local currency.  Fuck that. 
Doxxing is something that I worry about, but I probably shouldn't.  I've done a reasonably good job of covering my tracks, and while I do have a substantial internet footprint, I don't ever attach my real name to anything.  I also don't get involved in Twitter bullshit, and I don't plan on releasing this outside /ss/ communities.
Well, that's enough spooking myself for one day.  I'll drive off that bridge when I get to it, and all that.  Onto the retrospective.


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Home Employment 1 is the Hooker Birthday story that corresponds to the 'get a job that puts you around kids' page of the recruitment special, that I wrote way back when.  I never made a Hooker Birthday page for it originally, so I used this page to correspond to that.
I like that I managed to limit the setup here.  It's difficult to set up an entire story, but half of the first page is somewhat reasonable.  There needs to be a setup, but it needs to be somewhat short.  I also like the first line, and the fact that our Nun changes her attitude completely when she spots an opening that suits her.  I could have extended the 'grooming' description a bit, since it goes really quick, and is easy to just read and then forget, but you have to be really quick with the setup.
I fought with myself a bit over the use of the term 'onahole', since it's really a term that a lot of people might not understand.  'Pocket Pussy' may have been a better option.  I guess since she's a Japanese teacher, though, it would make sense for her to use the Japanese term.  Let's just go with that...
I like the fantasy here, the idea of a grown woman showing a young boy pornography, and masturbating with him, as she asks him what positions he wants to try, is one that I've played with a lot, and I think it's one that a lot of people like.  Really, when you're talking about /ss/ mutual masturbation, there's only a few different ways you can go with it, and that's one of the better ones.  I do wonder, though, if I overuse it a bit.

Home Employment 2 continues that somewhat overused plotline of looking through porno mags with boys.  It gets into the sex pretty soon, although I think that the mental image of an older woman flipping through a sex manual with a young boy, naked, is reasonably fappable.
The bits about the figurine are an(other) example of me slamming into the picture, and being forced to change my narrative to fit it.  I feel like it ended up okay, but it sort of cuts my sex scene a bit short, which is annoying.  Yes, you get the cosplay sex fantasy, but I wasn't really able to expand on that, either.  It's not too bad, though, and I'm pretty happy with the way this came out.

You know, I call this Timid Boy 1, but this boy isn't particularly timid.  Anyway, I ran up against the picture a lot on this page.  I decided to totally ignore the shadow people in the background, and the shit eating grin that this 'timid boy' is making.  I worked the phone into the narrative, but I think I may have gotten a bit too wordy with it.  I should have focused more on her trying to keep it together, and stifle her moans, instead of talking about how the clients have unrealistic expectations of her.  Live and learn, I guess.

Timid Boy 2 has the same picture that I used before, although the one I used before may have had less pubic hair.  I really like the sex scene that I wrote, I feel like it's descriptive enough, and really paints a good picture in the mind of the reader.  The actual sex is very short, but realistically, it would be.  The rest of the page is just story material.  I kind of wanted to describe the 'Oath of the Goddess', a bit, but you only really get so much space in these.  Overall, I feel like I did a decent job with this page.  The sex could have been longer, but that's my only real gripe.

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So I actually managed to keep my retrospective relatively short, this time.  Of course, I offset it by bitching about SJW's and my old job, but whatever.  This is a blog.
Next up is the first part of the Art Film block, and I may or may not be ready for, picture-wise.  I'll check pixiv and gelbooru one last time, but I don't think I'll be able to find anything perfect.  We'll see.  After that, it's Video Ads 5, which may actually end up being Video Ads 5/Audio Ads 1.  Then, It's the final, or second to final, Hooker Birthday/Nun Lifestyle Set.
I'm very nearly done with writing the Timid Boys Pamphlet.  Next, I'll be writing the 'Mommy Bubble' Pamphlet that I prewrote all the way back in 'Video Ads 2'.

Have a great New Years!

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